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Pissed off, a vent/poem about why I want cry/die/kill. 1:17am, September2, 2014.

You said you need me, so I came over. I walked in the door, saw you and it was over.

I turned around you tore off my skin, I knew you knew a monster lurked within. You brought it out, it was hiding, hibernating. WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME; SAY YOU NEEDED ME. 

When all you wanted was my body. You make me your body. Take me into you. Take my life away. I drink up to you. Feel all the pain for you. For us. And what we’ve been through. 

It’s been so long, I swear it seems so foreign now but we had an unassuming love. Not a love between lovers but a love of a lifetime. We knew each other. We lived for each other. A trust that was unbreakable. 

But it did break. We broke. Your will broke for the price of some prescription drugs, all ending up in a heroin/painkillers/antidepressant nightmare that almost got me evicted. 

I don’t know anymore. How many times have I said that? Why can’t I just know SOMETHING!??


Lord help me, for I have sinned. I am a sinner. My monster lurks within. 


i genuinely feel bad for girls that don’t masturbate

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0: Height
1: Virgin?
2: Shoe size
3: Do you smoke?
4: Do you drink?
5: Do you take drugs?
6: Age you get mistaken for
7: Have tattoos?
8: Want any tattoos?
9: Got any piercings?
10: Want any piercings?
11: Best friend?
12: Relationship status
13: Biggest turn ons
14: Biggest turn offs
15: Favorite movie
16: I’ll love you if
17: Someone you miss
18: Most traumatic experience
19: A fact about your personality
20: What I hate most about myself
21: What I love most about myself
22: What I want to be when I get older
23: My relationship with my sibling(s)
24: My relationship with my parent(s)
25: My idea of a perfect date
26: My biggest pet peeves
27: A description of the girl/boy I like
28: A description of the person I dislike the most
29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend
30: What I hate the most about work/school
31: What your last text message says
32: What words upset me the most
33: What words make me feel the best about myself
34: What I find attractive in women
35: What I find attractive in men
36: Where I would like to live
37: One of my insecurities
38: My childhood career choice
39: My favorite ice cream flavor
40: Who I wish I could be
41: Where I want to be right now
42: The last thing I ate
43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
44: A random fact about anything

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