You said you need me, so I came over. I walked in the door, saw you and it was over.
I turned around you tore off my skin, I knew you knew a monster lurked within. You brought it out, it was hiding, hibernating. WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME; SAY YOU NEEDED ME.
When all you wanted was my body. You make me your body. Take me into you. Take my life away. I drink up to you. Feel all the pain for you. For us. And what we’ve been through.
It’s been so long, I swear it seems so foreign now but we had an unassuming love. Not a love between lovers but a love of a lifetime. We knew each other. We lived for each other. A trust that was unbreakable.
But it did break. We broke. Your will broke for the price of some prescription drugs, all ending up in a heroin/painkillers/antidepressant nightmare that almost got me evicted.
I don’t know anymore. How many times have I said that? Why can’t I just know SOMETHING!??
Lord help me, for I have sinned. I am a sinner. My monster lurks within.